~Walking down a strip of sandy beach, I picked up a handful of sand, I held it loosely at first, Until I clenched my fist as tightly as I can so I wouldn't lose it. But each and every grain slips between my fingers, & the harder I grip, the quicker it falls. ~
Michelle Branch - Goodbye To You
Of all the things I've believed in I just want to get it over with Tears form behind my eyes But I do not cry Counting the days that pass me by
I've been searching deep down in my soul Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old It feels like I'm starting all over again The last three years were just pretend And I said,
Goodbye to you Goodbye to everything I thought I knew You were the one I loved The one thing that I tried to hold on to
I still get lost in your eyes And it seems that I can't live a day without you Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away To a place where I am blinded by the light But it's not right
And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time I want what's yours and I want what's mine I want you But I'm not giving in this time
And when the stars fall I will lie awake You're my shooting star
Am loving this song, It is like specially written for me. Hehe :P
THIS WAS WHAT HAPPENED YESTERDAY AFTERNOON AT AROUND 1.45pm
Szelin, Shin Yii and I were on the car, driving to uni to go to our lecture. We saw a motorist laying down on the floor face down She was unconscious at that time.. and her motorbike was lying beside her.. There was a blue car that has stopped few meters ahead and the owner rushed towards her.. the blue car owner was the one that knocked the victim down. she panicked like shit (she's a student I guess, looks like foreigner).. den we were also panic as well.. we stopped on the road side and Szelin called 999 straight away.. There was a Malay girl that picked up.. Szelin told her the details of the accident and where it was located when Szelin said the accident happen at Jln Broga, that lady don't know where is that, So Szelin then said we are near Nottingham Uni, Lenggeng, Semenyih and such, she also don't know where the hell we are at. (RELI STUPID AND NOT HELPFUL, not to mention, WASTING PRECIOUS TIME). she could just check the system or something for the place right?!?! den she asked us to wait a while and put Szelin on hold.. we waited for 1 minute or more (which was damn long at that time cos a life's at stake!!).. we were like WTF?? What if that victim was bleeding to death and we are still on hold?? HAIH. Luckily, a klinik kesihatan van came.. maybe some motorist told them.. After for a few minutes the lady put us back.. that time we said we don't need an ambulance anymore cos there's the van =.="
FARK!! imagine if that victim is losing a huge amount of blood ??? What sh*t would happen if 999 put us on hold for that long?? FARK LA!! THANK GOD that woman was not bleeding.. she was just unconscious, and after awhile she woke up.
Oh, and that stupid lady asked for Szelin's name..?? Is that even appropriate? That lady was afraid that Szelin was making a prank call?? SCREW HER! I understand that 999 has a lot of prank callers, BUT!! what if in 10 callers, 1 was true?? With the operators doubting this.. and asking stupid questions such as the callers name.. they are already wasting precious time!! In this length of period where the time was wasted, what if it was just enough to save a person's life?? WHY IS MALAYSIA'S 999 EMERGENCY hotline darn farking inefficent?! Why are they even employing workers that don't even know places??? FARK 999!! So-called emergency hotline!!